STILL 'EAVY STILL PROUD?

\r\nStill ‘eavy still proud (?). This is a title from an album-collection of Uriah heep and the question is mine. Not accidentally, because this title confused me, even the first time I read it. "Proud?", for my knowledge in english, this word seemed to me very heavy, like the picture of the proud eagle in the cover. I felt that it wasn’t for me. It was too much. It has passed two decades since this first uncertain meeting. Now I don’t ask myself if it’s an "honour" to be "’eavy", but if I can have this honour. According to my experience, I can suppose, that I could never managed to get any guarantees, which can proove that I’m "legally" and "typically ’eavy". Of course something like that has no meaning for anything else, except from the language certificates. Someone could ask "and why are you worry about?". "Unfortunately, I felt in retrospect that the hard years of seeking into metal, left a greaceful inheritance", the feeling that some things can stay pure. I was sitting one evening and I was drinking my coffee and suddenly...a guitar song woke me. It was the sound of a classic guitar, which reminded me things in a cafe. What was it?
\r\n- "What’s the name of the group?" (a client asked)
\r\n- "Huana and Hose" or something like that (answered the dj)
\r\n- "And the song?" (the client insisted)
\r\n- "Orion" (what????)\r\n

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\r\n"Oh my God..." I thought. Metallica will never die. Pictures and emotions, which have been buried for years, have been arised. Finally, I had understand, even a little, what this "proud" meant. Simply, I should feel that I loose it, in order to realise that I got it.\r\n

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